Amputated

Ever know something isn't right in your life? And you don't do anything about it? Or, more specifically, something you aren't doing?

I miss my friends, yet I never talk to them.

It's incomprehensible.

I'm too busy for anyone not in my immediate family. And even they, even they sometimes I am too busy for. I can't stand it. It makes me sick eveytime I get onto Myspace. And that, too. I realize that my "new friends" are all on Faceboook. My "old" ones are all on Myspace. Am I so deeply bothered that I get on Facebook more often, you cannot imagine.

I feel like crying, giving a lecture to myself. Being the teacher and the misbehaving student. "Why can't you just talk to them every once in a while?" Nothing but unresponsive sniffles on the other end...

Signed,
BFF